I find myself at a mental crossroads, not sure if it's the tablets I'm taking or the time of year, or reflecting on my Dad's life that was only 40 years long (it was the 24th anniversary of his passing yesterday). Some parts of my life are fantastic and I wouldn't change them for the world, blessed with an amazing husband and a gorgeous son whom I'm lucky to spend time with, who know and understand me. However, other elements seem to be constantly out of my range, I seem to aspire to that day - you know the one, the one when you have time to do ... and then you'll ... and that's obviously once you've lost some weight, changed your style and become ... mmmmmmmmmmmmm I seem to be waiting, constantly waiting for 'that' right time. Which is why I feel I'm at a cross roads and I feel like it's time to make some changes.
I personally at the moment cannot see the wood for the trees. So this morning whilst hubby cooks pancakes and makes pots of tea, reading his new book on bread, with the blackbirds rushing around the garden identifying their territory and the sparrows spending time in the conifers looking for nesting material I'm sat creating a 'goal' template on my computer, because it's time to take from the brain the things that are rattling around and give them some order, some I'll drop (not worth it), some I'll acknowledge (in an 'about time' kind of way) and the rest I'll give myself the time to identify, absorb and make a plan. It's been a fruitful morning this morning making the template and being quiet, it's so nice being quiet don't you think. The only noise being the clickety click of the keyboard as I tap away.
So today will be using my new 'goal' sheets to create a plan I'll let you know how it's going
And just so you've got something to look at a scrapbook layout
Thanks for stopping by I hope your Sunday proves beautiful and blessed.